I never really knew how to exactly accept God.  I even found myself sometimes wondering if He was real.  There were times when I wanted to turn to a family member or even a friend, but I had that fear of what if they don’t believe.  What will they think?  Then again, if they do believe, what will they say?  It hurt to not know and not know who to ask.

Through a friend, I was introduced to Joy Christian Center.  Grant it, I didn’t know what to think at first.  For about two to three months, I only came twice.  Then, I got to thinking one day, just seeing the way my children loved coming from their classrooms with so much excitement on their faces on top of seeing all the love and support the church had.  It really affected my thinking.  I then started coming every Sunday and slowly learning more and more about God and the understanding of what He does.  I even remember some of the sermons that Pastor Brian gave.  It’s like everything he was saying was meant for me to hear because it would pertain to what had been going on that week.  I was really overwhelmed.  God was calling out to me.  It brought tears of joy. 

When I finally had courage to step up and accept God into my life, I was blessed.  Now I believe in Him, and my fears are gone.  I can step up in front of anyone and say that I’m a believer and not be afraid.  Now, the next step is to be complete in Him and be a part of Joy.  I’m excited that the day is today.  I’m not only proud of the steps I’ve taken to be a part of God, but also proud to make Joy my home church.  I look forward to growing with God, but also with Joy.